please, please, make this pain go away.
i may not understand now why it had to happen this way but i just want to say, thank you.
i waited 15 years for this feeling to finally be requited. it was indeed a long time filled with hopes, frustrations, tears and surrender. i was finally moving on to acceptance when all this had to happen. i never thought that the day you’d say you like me too could be so sad.
i have to admit my world was shaken and i was confused. i couldn’t handle the truth that there is nothing for me beyond that one night.
bittersweet. some kind of joke the universe threw at me. i should be able to laugh at all this now. and i will, one day. for now, i have acceptance and peace. maybe i just needed this jolt to make me feel alive, to learn to be honest with myself and to take chances more often.
to me, our story is poignant but nonetheless beautiful. :-)
I hope I win..